Well it's been hard for me to be happy with the fact that I'm stuck at Franklin High School until the beginning of December. I hate it there. I miss my best friends in the whole world. And I haven't been at work lately, something I dread anyway without Britney there.
It first started as a little infatuation, sure, but I think it's progressed since then. I remember that I was unable to talk to her at all, too embarrassed, or something. But then when I did, it was so easy. She got me started on the whole random question of the week, we would come up with one together, and that just gave me more of a reason to continue to talk to her. It was all good up until she said that she was quitting, to work over at BJ's.
And of course, I didn't like the idea, though I was in no position to tell her otherwise. It was her last day of work, they were cutting hours. They asked me first if I wanted to go home. I said sure. Then Britney was trying to get a lunch break, but asked if she too wanted to go home. And so she wound up driving me home where we talked for a while, probably one of my better days.
We've talked on myspace a few times, telling me how she's progressed at BJ's, and how she needs a new car. I didn't see her again until a couple weeks later, my last time. I was cleaning the bathrooms, when Ashley comes and tells me that Britney is here. So I race down the stairs from the break room and leave the back main and found her there near the water display in front of seafood. So we talk for a few minutes, before I realize that I have to clean the bathrooms still and regretfully say bye. I haven't seen her since. But I have heard from her.
The only problem with me liking her is the fact that she is twenty-one and I am seventeen (eighteen in November). She's already said she just wants to be friends, but that doesn't stop me from liking her. We've already talked about hanging out, she gave me what days she had off from work and when she's out of school, so we just have to wait on my schedule and hope for the best.
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I hope it all works out for the best. Everyone deserves some form of happiness.
You leave me wanting to know more in your quest for Britney...See, now i wont stop reading your blog.
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