Okay here I am. Nothing to talk about. Nothing important going on. So truly and honestly, this is what I would call a "ramble". This is what I get for staying out of school with what the doctors thought was mono. One of my teachers actually thought I wasn't going to Franklin anymore, and went back to Winnisquam (oh I wish that so much). This one girl, every class we had went around asking how I felt. Blah. It was funny, but got old.
So now with that topic finished, time to move on to another one. GRAPHING CALCULATORS! Oh how I HATE them so much. You see, with my spare time (and hell I have a lot of it) I go around and review other people's forums. Soooo much fun. I have no life go figure. So anyway, i was hoping to make this simple program that does all the point tracking and what not, and I DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW TO PROGRAM IT. That's all I did during study hall today. And now I'm going around looking for a review job. Too bad I don't have a life...
Which reminds me that I've been meaning to buy a new one. I heard they were really cheap, and shouldn't be too hard to get. It isn't like I have to lose an arm and a leg...so I hope. I offered one of my friend's one for a really cheap price, but he just ignored me. HOW SAD. If anyone ever wanted one, just send me an email...or something. xD
I hate the silence. It bothers me. So much. And I hate youtube. I go to put on music, once it's done, I got to CLICK on the tab, TYPE in a new song, LISTEN to it (since I don't watch the videos too much) and when it is OVER i have to repeat the WHOLE process AGAIN. Why can't they make it so much easier for me? I'm lazy, what do you expect? Hopefully not too much.
Currently I can faintly hear Garth Brooks, "The Thunder Rolls" one of my favorite songs from one of the few country singers that I like. With music I was raised listening to several different things, classic rock (my dad), Mix 94.1 (Donna my dad's ex girlfriend), country (my mom). The only music I can't really stand is the one where the person SCREAMS so you can't UNDERSTAND what they are saying. The only person I really like that screams is Chester Bennington of Linkin Park, my all time favorite band. But that's for another ramble and another blog since that could take up sooooooooooooooooo much space.
I'm bored. Rambling has its advantages, its ups and its downs. And right now I'm facing the ALL TIME DOWN with nothing more to ramble about. Not right now anyway, and I'm pretty good at rambling. I'm surprised I could go on THIS long with absolutely nothing. Stupid best friend wanting me to update my stupid blog. It's his stupid fault I have this stupid thing. Well not complaining since I get to read some other blogs from other people, so I guess it is worth it in the end.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Britney's back!
Well it's been hard for me to be happy with the fact that I'm stuck at Franklin High School until the beginning of December. I hate it there. I miss my best friends in the whole world. And I haven't been at work lately, something I dread anyway without Britney there.
It first started as a little infatuation, sure, but I think it's progressed since then. I remember that I was unable to talk to her at all, too embarrassed, or something. But then when I did, it was so easy. She got me started on the whole random question of the week, we would come up with one together, and that just gave me more of a reason to continue to talk to her. It was all good up until she said that she was quitting, to work over at BJ's.
And of course, I didn't like the idea, though I was in no position to tell her otherwise. It was her last day of work, they were cutting hours. They asked me first if I wanted to go home. I said sure. Then Britney was trying to get a lunch break, but asked if she too wanted to go home. And so she wound up driving me home where we talked for a while, probably one of my better days.
We've talked on myspace a few times, telling me how she's progressed at BJ's, and how she needs a new car. I didn't see her again until a couple weeks later, my last time. I was cleaning the bathrooms, when Ashley comes and tells me that Britney is here. So I race down the stairs from the break room and leave the back main and found her there near the water display in front of seafood. So we talk for a few minutes, before I realize that I have to clean the bathrooms still and regretfully say bye. I haven't seen her since. But I have heard from her.
The only problem with me liking her is the fact that she is twenty-one and I am seventeen (eighteen in November). She's already said she just wants to be friends, but that doesn't stop me from liking her. We've already talked about hanging out, she gave me what days she had off from work and when she's out of school, so we just have to wait on my schedule and hope for the best.
It first started as a little infatuation, sure, but I think it's progressed since then. I remember that I was unable to talk to her at all, too embarrassed, or something. But then when I did, it was so easy. She got me started on the whole random question of the week, we would come up with one together, and that just gave me more of a reason to continue to talk to her. It was all good up until she said that she was quitting, to work over at BJ's.
And of course, I didn't like the idea, though I was in no position to tell her otherwise. It was her last day of work, they were cutting hours. They asked me first if I wanted to go home. I said sure. Then Britney was trying to get a lunch break, but asked if she too wanted to go home. And so she wound up driving me home where we talked for a while, probably one of my better days.
We've talked on myspace a few times, telling me how she's progressed at BJ's, and how she needs a new car. I didn't see her again until a couple weeks later, my last time. I was cleaning the bathrooms, when Ashley comes and tells me that Britney is here. So I race down the stairs from the break room and leave the back main and found her there near the water display in front of seafood. So we talk for a few minutes, before I realize that I have to clean the bathrooms still and regretfully say bye. I haven't seen her since. But I have heard from her.
The only problem with me liking her is the fact that she is twenty-one and I am seventeen (eighteen in November). She's already said she just wants to be friends, but that doesn't stop me from liking her. We've already talked about hanging out, she gave me what days she had off from work and when she's out of school, so we just have to wait on my schedule and hope for the best.
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